I've been rambling a lot
But haven't really said much
If I'm honest, I won't deny the facts
I've been feeling lonely.
I can't keep up with the act.
This time I kinda just want to let go
Stop idealizing, stop feeling this low
If you wanna come then do so, please.
But look from the distance,
I'm not ready, but go with ease.
It's weird how I still dream about those days
How I want to fuck listening Lana del Rey...
When I was asleep in deep slumber
Feeling like art deco, invincible,
Like that ultraviolence, very somber.
Like a queen of Saigon
All before turning invisible.
How much time do I need?
I keep feeling I'm the transition
I'm the boat that leads to the shore
Just found out that I won't be destination
A little cure, relaxation from the sore.
Nothing to be worried tho
I'll pretend not to care just a little more.
Winter is forever,
Funny how I really used to love the snow
It's only september
But I don't really feel it's usual glow.
